Calculating, Experimenting and Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes!

Here's a fun Friday idea, when you go to work tomorrow, at 9am sharp, stand outside the office door and have someone fire a cap gun, start swimming through your emails, wading through the things in your inbox, and keeping your head above water in the sea of voicemails. At 10am, get up, see if you can find your favorite ritual morning person to head over to Starbucks, but if you can't find them, go yourself anyway, you'll need the fuel to get through the rest of the day.

After getting enough coffee for your team, transition onto that deadline-based project that you and your co-workers have been working long, hard hours while getting everything to this point. Balance between leading the group and following their decisions, pedal slowly and steadily on the uphill battles and fly downhill with the success of any breakthroughs. For the first hour until 11am, keep the coffee coming. As the hours wear on, make sure you provide substantial nutrients to keep everyone focused and nourished - work through lunch if necessary, eating smaller tidbits of food at regular intervals rather than stopping and losing momentum with a big meal. Success will reach you by 3pm and you will realize that you still have plenty of time to transition to what is left of your own job responsibilities.

Hit the ground running! While this is the most familiar of your jobs, doing it after facing such a large and daunting task could leave you drained. If you're lucky, you'll be able to fly through this part of your day because you've done it many times before, you can zone out and just do your work well. By 6pm, you will be exhausted, but successful - you finished! As you leave the office, have your friends put up a big ribbon at the exit door that you can run through with your hands in the air as you successfully complete your day! Then go hit up happy hour!

You know, this may sound like a wacky exercise, but I've suddenly done the math and figured out that this half Ironman triathlon is going to take me potentially 9 hours! The amount of time you'll spend at work tomorrow! Think about that as you travel through your day. Could you imagine swimming for 1 hour, biking for up to 5 hours and running for up to 3 hours?

Just for fun... Bordering this entry, you'll find the maps here of the bike portion [left] and

the run portion [right - which also, if you look closely, shows the course we'll swim at the start]:

Triathlons obviously require a great deal of training. We've been in training since October, and still have 2 1/2 months til our event. The obvious reason is the conditioning that we must do to get our body to the

level to complete an event which could take a full work day. The other part is to experiment with things so that we learn what works for us and what doesn't. You don't want to do anything new on race day, you want to know what works best for you!

Some of the lessons I've learned so far are:

a) Don't eat a burrito 15 min. before you jump in the pool no matter how hungry you are.

b) Perpetuem drink mix is to be mixed with Gatorade or something, not straight up water - blech!

c) Perhaps sleeping the night before my Saturday Training rides is a better, more efficient use of my resources than staying up all night worrying about the ride.

d) I really do like riding my bike, I just don't like uphill rides because if I go too slowly, I fall over. If I fall over, I have to start again on an incline. If I try to start again on an incline, I fall over. Uphills = fall over.

e) I have to focus more when Triathlon training.

For running, it's a great thing to get in the zone and forget about what you're doing.

For swimming, if I get in the zone - or even think about the great form I see on the swimmer in the next lane, I forget what lap I'm on, and I'm too paranoid to guess so when in doubt, I add an extra lap. That adds up quickly!

For biking, if I get too caught up in the amazing view, or fantastic architecture on the homes in the neighborhoods we've been riding through, I may miss a car door opening in my path or a rock under my tire.

f) It's crazy to me that after a bike ride, my arms hurt more than my legs!

g) The body is an amazing thing and usually the obstacle isn't your physical ability, but your mind and its objections.

I find that the physical changes come easier than the mental ones. I'd always heard that to be in the best shape, do a tri. They hit all the problem spots - the saddle bags, the jiggly arms when you wave. I've been reunited with muscles that I thought I'd lost touch with forever and as a bonus they've brought along a few friends to join the party! I don't know why, but I still allow the mental tricks to have a voice in my head - I let them muddle up my focus. Things such as suddenly changing from "Carbs are bad" to "Make sure you eat enough carbs" =or= the fact that clothes are fitting a lot loser although the number on the scale hasn't dropped.

This has been a tough few weeks for me because I'm coming off a week and a half of not training a lot due to work, and having the kids off school for a week. I know too that me not having a road mid-week ride makes a huge difference in how far I've come compared to the rest. I know that missing a few crucial rides too, has me behind the pack on my weakest sport. I'm really looking forward to trying our first tri in a few weeks in Palm Springs which will be a flatter, shorter International distance, but I'm really getting freaked about the Wildflower weekend and "Beach Hill" - a deceptively tough 1 mile climb; "Nasty Grade" which tops out at "Heart Rate Hill" - complete with people to actually take your heart rate at the top.

This is the point where the end starts approaching at a much faster pace. Training is ramping up, my time is becoming scarce, how will I successfully fundraise the $ so that I can actually do the event, I'm trying to not spend all of my $ on babysitting, not to mention the guilt of missing their first baseball games is a huge thing. I start to wonder what the hell I was thinking.

On the Team, when we're down and people are struggling we take a moment to and reflect on why we're really here - the blood cancer patients and their families. Reminding ourselves of the bigger picture helps bring us back to reality and regain focus of why our training is so important.

Here are some lessons learned from our amazing honored teammates.

a) I chose this for myself, it didn't choose me - as cancer would.

b) My pain is temporary, and much easier than chemotheraphy

c) My first goal is not just to cross the finish line, but to fundraise $4,000 to provide valuable research to find a cure by 2015, to provide patient aid to current patients and their families in the form of education, support groups and financial aid. Plus, as a fundraiser, I'm also an advocate, helping spread the word on LLS and all that it's trying to achieve.

d) Yes, the economy sucks, people are losing jobs, houses. Let me tell you, it could always be worse - someone could tell you that on top of all of those challenges, you have cancer. In this lowered economy, donating $5 to blood cancer is money much better spent investment than treating ourselves to Starbucks, or movie rentals, or the drive-thru. Plus, the good feeling from a $5 donation lasts a lot longer than a 45 min. coffee, 2 hour movie, or 1 hour lunch out.

e) While I do have challenges to overcome in my training, I am training alongside honored teammates who not only have battled "Nasty Grade" but CANCER! Who am I to give up with such great role models beside me?

SO, in the spirit of calculating, experimenting and changing, I'm going to work on the mental battles for the next week and see if calming down, focusing and pressing on will work me through this rut. I truly try to learn something from everything that I do so there are lessons hidden in this when I just slow down enough to take the time to see them.

Please share my blog with anyone that you know who is considering doing a triathlon or joining Team In Training so that they can hear from someone firsthand. Share my blog with anyone battling blood cancers so that they know that there is an army fighting blood cancers on their behalf and that there are resources available to them. Share my blog with anyone looking to challenge themselves, better themselves, or give back.

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Different Strokes

Three months ago, when I first cannonballed into the pool after 21 years, I felt like I'd come home! I love the feeling of splitting through the water, floating on top, existing underwater. I love how energizing the fresh air feels after you've spent the last hour fighting to not breathe in the water. My old strokes were coming back easily, the muscles were waking up, all I had to do is build up my endurance, oh and change everything about my stroke! Honestly, it may have been easier for those people who started from scratch, than to have to reprogram everything.

I won't go into every detail because it's hard to picture if you don't have the awesome coaches showing you how it should be done - and you certainly won't see such elegant strokes out of me. In a nutshell, we're trying to reach farther with each stroke, glide more, and use less of our legs to save them for the 2 sports that follow our 1.2 mile (or 2112 yard) swim.

I still remember the first time I got in the pool and just how bad doing 100 yards (4 lengths or 2 laps) felt. My arms screamed, my lungs burned, it was terrible! Well tonight (3 months later), I did my first non-stop 1,500 yard swim (60 lengths/30 laps) and I actually liked the last 500 best! Then, I rested for about 30 seconds and decided to do a 100 yard cool down before getting out. About 40 yards into the lap, I started feeling yucky. So I walked the last part! Yes, I was walking the last part of the lap in the pool - my kids thought this was too funny! Hey, you know, 1,500 yards non-stop, I don't feel bad about stopping afterwards. As with any of my mishaps, I learn from it - I didn't fuel or drink as much as I should.

We've been instructed to have water bottles poolside so we can consume 1 bottle an hour. Now in my defense a) the workout that used to take me an hour only took 45 min. tonight since it was non-stop so I felt I'd steered clear of that time chunk (I know Coaches, the goal is not to drink it all in the end of the hour); b) if I'm swimming 1,500 for time, I'm not going to waste valuable seconds to drink more fuel or water. I had nobody on the team swimming with me tonight, yet I was still being competitive. I had no other time to beat, besides Tuesday's "warm-up" when I swam 1,000 straight, so if anything you think I'd slow down this one to show a big improvement next time... but NO!

It's a real mind-flip that in this society all of a sudden I'm being told - make sure you get enough carbs! We're supposed to take what we weigh, divide it by 2.2 and take in that many carbs per hour when we're training. Not calories, carbs! Like in the Ironteam world, Wonder Bread is a good thing! We no longer eat Gu (which goes in and out looking just as the name implies - things that make you go Hmmm!), we are now hardcore and should try stuff called Hammer (or were they telling us to get hammered?)!

I still am not consistantly graceful in the water, I have to work very hard to put my head down lower so the water goes over my neck and back, and then turn far enough to breathe well. I sometimes feel very fluid with my strokes, and other times feel very floppy. Still, any frustration that I had over my strokes was washed away when I finished the 1,500 feeling great!

I'm a weather wimp

Recap from last week:
Last Friday - FREEZING COLD I ran on the strand after the soccer game
Last Sunday - FREEZING COLD I ran in my neighborhood with frozen legs
I actually cursed myself out loud for choosing a sport which would be training during the winter. Still, I applauded myself for getting out there 2x in the freezing cold!
Monday - Rest day
Tuesday - FREEZING COLD I swam in the unheated pool
Wednesday - JUST COLD I ran on the strand before going to sushi with my mom, sis and bro-in-law
Thursday - EARLY and just chilly I swam in a more agreeably heated pool but that night, out of nowhere - RAIN! Dun dun DUNNNNNN!
Friday - EARLY and damp but chilly I ran in the neighborhood
TODAY - SATURDAY - I had the babysitter all lined up, I was rarin' to go, but I woke up at 5:46am and heard torrential downpours outside. I checked the doppler 7000 online and it looked like it was going to keep coming. I canceled on my poor, very patient babysitter and went back to bed. It's true, I could have gone to run, but having run 4x in the last week, I was kinda over that so if we weren't going to push me over my personal comfort level and onto a bike, I decided to sleep in this morning.

I got a heck of a lot done today working on my fundraisers - addressing the personalized letters that Santa wrote and sent to me to mail. But part of me was really disappointed that I didn't get that 5th day in a row of working out. Also, to not do anything after 4 days of doing something, and to be cooped up indoors all day was driving me bonkers!

Tomorrow I will see if it's dry enough to at least get on the bike. If not, I'll put the kids on their bikes and run behind them. No, I'm not sacrificing my kids for the sake of the sport, they have wider tires and training wheels in Lauren's case. They're more used to riding too whereas I have about 27 years since the last time I was on a bike.

I give big kudos to my fellow iron teammates who did go out and run this morning! You all are rock stars!! I've tried to adopt the new mantra "WWIGD?" (What would Iron Girl Do?) to help me get over my weather wimpiness. I'll get there come hell or high water!

You are now leaving your comfort zone - Part I

The first thing to say is Meghan is my favorite person EVER for making me sign up for this event! I have been obsessing over each sore muscle (which is due mostly to me not stretching properly after a workout) waiting to see if it leads to new definition in my physique!

The first few weeks have been fantastic, although I have to admit my attendance has been spotty. We have never ending (but always exciting) soccer going on, plus the holidays, and had a few sick children sprinkled in. So far I've run when I can, and dived back into a pool on regular Tuesday Team swim workouts!

As I mentioned before, I haven't been a swimmer in 20+ years. It hurts just to be able to say that and I was FREAKING OUT that my muscle memory would have alzheimer's. I swear I would have backed out of the first swim practice had I not arranged to carpool with Yvonne, a sentimental favorite because she was with me on my first marathon experience. She and I nervously chattered about the whole thing, our whole anticipated training, the event that will come at the end, and when we were pulling into the parking lot, I had a huge weight on my chest that I thought would make me sink to the bottom of the pool.

I decided to opt for the beginner lane at first because again, after 20+ years, I wasn't optimistic (which is so unlike me!). We spent the first day doing drills, working on form, kicking our butts off, and I LOVED being back in the water. Instantly I decided that when this ordeal, I mean event, is over and I've grown up to be an Irongirl, I will retire to being a swimmer who sometimes runs.

I did a few workouts in the beginner lane, then decided to try out Cam's Sunday SCAQ Practice. Cam is the husband of Debby, one of the crazy (but in the best way) full Ironman participants whom I've known since she danced her way into our hearts running her first marathon last year. I love Cam, but his workout was scary to me because well, he's hardcore! I was excited to find that although my arms felt like they were going to fall off, and I thought I'd die after my first 100m non-stop (4 lengths of the pool) I held my own and felt great! (I know, you're asking at this point why I consider this fun?!) So before I pulled my car out of the parking lot that day, I texted to ask Coach Paul if I could try out to move up to the faster lane in Tuesday workouts.

Tuesday came, I moved up into the faster lane - although I still have a little "cheat" that I swim behind a slower swimmer sometimes to allow me a few extra breaths before heading out for the next length of the pool. Turns out I am fast enough for the speedier lane, but I totally have to rework how I stroke, breathe, kick and hold my head to be able to be more aquadynamic for the event. I'm looking forward to the challenge and this week, my goal is to not breathe in any water when holding proper form. :)

I'm SO thankful too that Meghan's mom and dad offered to watch Carson and Lauren during the swim workouts that are so close to their house. The kids have taken to her folks after the initial visit and are looking forward to the next visit.

So far, I am a duathlete (biathlete?), continuing to run and picking up swimming (on that Sunday, I even did both - running 4 miles after the swim workout - and then had such a splitting headache I was convinced that I'd given myself an aneurysm by taking on too much too early but really it was that I hadn't had my normal dose of a Triple Skinny Latte by noon and my head was angry about that.

Speaking of headaches, let's talk bicycles. I'm trying to get a bicycle without spending too much money, but at the same time, it has to be comfortable enough for me and my shortness for 50+ miles - and apparently, I'm shorter than I've been boasting. It's partially finding a financially conservative investment of a bike, but partially it's the sport that scares me the most. I won't be at practice this coming Sat. because I'll be on a Team In Training HIKE! so that gives me 2 weeks to work this out in my head so that next Sat. the 12th, I can show up ready to ride!

Sarah signed up for what?!

It was a Monday like any other Monday. Meghan sweetly called me on the phone and asked if I'd be in the office so she could come in and sign up for an event. I'd been toying with the idea of signing up for Desert Tri - sprint (aka shorter) distance - but Meghan can be awfully sweet and persuasive and by the time she left, I was shaking, but smiling, and filling out the forms myself for Wildflower Triathlon - a half ironman triathlon.

The idea of a triathlon exhilarates me. I have done a couple of marathons, done many more half-marathons, but the idea of the halves just wasn't scaring me enough to train regularly. I needed to step up my game...

Wait, back it up... I'm talking like I'm an elite athlete, I barely call myself a runner, because although I've covered many miles through the last few years, I don't look like a runner, I don't even like running! I have a really loud internal (usually) fight with myself for at least the first 30 minutes of any run. While I do get the sense that if it's been a while since I've been out there pounding the pavement that I might pound something or someone else, we'll just say, running doesn't come naturally.

Now Team In Training is the most well-rounded training program and I highly recommend it on an athletic and philanthropic level. Still, I won't lie, when the training schedule said cross-training day, I'd cross my legs and catch up on facebook updates or episodes of Grey's Anatomy.

People always told me that if you really want to get in shape, try a Tri! So that was the start of my thought process. The rest is a blur, void of all logical thought, but here I am signed up to do 70.3 miles total in the water, on a bike and on my feet and damn, I am excited for the journey, the challenges, the victories, and the finish line!

...and then I remembered that the last thing that Meghan wanted me to sign up and train with her for I wound up running alone because she was busy being a rockstar paddler! Oh Crap, what have I done?!