Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Stubborn Sarah

(My parents will be thrilled at this title because I'm admitting things that they've been up against for years.) Did anyone else besides me think I was crazy to try to build from 6 miles to 26.2 in such a short period of time? Why didn't you say anything? I wouldn't have listened anyway.

That's one thing I've learned about us TNT athletes. We're dedicated (stubborn), driven (hard-headed), passionate (crazy), I could go on forever...
We are the most dedicated, driven, and passionate group of people I know bonded together with the goal of finding a cure for blood cancers and helping those in our community who have blood cancers right now. We have in common that we like to be active, we like to test ourselves, and encourage each other in our success. I've also learned that we're also a little bit stubborn, hard-headed and crazy... especially around race time.

My back has been a topic of conversation since June. First I ignored it because I thought it was just a self-fulfilling prophecy since the Dr. pointed it out on the CAT scan and if I stopped thinking about it, it'd dissipate. Then I lived with it because I was training for a triathlon and aches and pains come and go, we rub them out with the stick (or a foam roller if you're more coordinated than me) and face our next challenge. Then I favored it and had my kids bend over to pick up anything on the ground, carry heavy things, even my ex was vacuuming my apartment for me - hey, I could get used to this. Then I adjusted and stretched it and finally went into the miracle chiropractor who straightened me out and taught me how to stretch it. Then I succumbed to it - no obviously I've survived this, I just gave into the pain as it's not giving me a choice.

During my good back moments, everyone is looking at me like "Really, I think she was at the beach when she called in sick for back doctor appointments." I even feel awkward walking so upright as if it'll disprove my back issue. During my bad back moments, I can't move or I'll fall over. OK, this is not a good thing.

I have stubbornly resisted calling an orthopedic doctor because I don't want to be told I can't do Nike. I'm probably hard-headed enough that if he said I shouldn't that I would anyway. I'm crazy (at least in my needle-phobic mind) to be hoping that perhaps I can get a Cortisone shot to make me feel good for the event.

I digress, but I've been a needle-phobe (trypanophobic) since I got in my barbed wire accident in 1985 an had to get a ridiculous amount of shots to numb myself for stitches, then it took so long to do the stitches that I was coming un-numb so the choice was, endure a handful of stitches or get a few more big shots, after getting like 30 that day... I think you get the picture.

To cure myself of needle phobia I've tried to donate blood regularly to put a positive association on the needles. Ooh, come to think of it, part of my trypanophobia could stem from the family tradition that after Thanksgiving dinner, my dad used to chase us around to give us flu shots.
FOCUS Sarah.

It was more painful for me to give in and admit that this time, I could only face the 1/2 marathon. I've only done a 1/4 truthfully, but the adrenaline and excellent company will carry me along and the tequila will take care of the pain! :) I SO wanted to see if my Ironteam training would help improve my marathon - which I know it would have. Now I have to try again next year to prove that! I was hurting at the idea that here I'd jumped into this awesome sport of triathlon and now have a wrecked back to show for it. I have my Tri membership card and want to use it! It's depressing me to not be able to ride my bike right now, and to not run as far as I should. Seriously, post marathon/triathlon blues are real when you suddenly stop getting those endorphins regularly. It was hurting to not be able to finish an event this year!
I will be going to the Doctor, I will take his advice (unless he tells me I can't do it - in which case I'll find shortcuts on the course - shhhh! Don't tell!), I'll keep doing the stretches my chiropractor says...

As soon as my back is better, I found the perfect way to reconnect with my kids and strengthen my core. We're going to take Mommy and Me Tae Kwon Do! Now I'm just trying to decide between the classic Korean TKD studio or the one led by the smoldering dark hair, light eyed dude with the intriguing accent.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

My friends are IRONCLAD! (& my 26.2 mile detour)

I have been living vicariously through the race reports of my amazing TNT teammates who went up to Vineman a few weekends ago and did the full Ironman distance race or the half - Barb's Race. I cannot even imagine continuing my training for 9 months, doubling the distance that I was originally training. I cannot fathom having the physical strength or the mental strength to wake up and start before dark and finish after dark after swimming 2.4 miles, riding 112 miles and running 26.2! I'm excited, I get chills, I gasp, I cry at everyone's race reports because they are SO moving! I'm especially giving a shout out here to my friend Yvonne, who I met through Team In Training during my first season on Marathon team - this was us at the finish of the San Diego Rock 'n' Roll marathon - back when I could keep up with her.



Then she moved away, then thankfully moved back and what a great way to get to hang out with her (and two handfuls of other gals from the South Bay Marathon Team), than to join Ironteam with them. The first time we went to the pool we were all a bit nervous, Yvonne admitted that swimming wasn't her strong point (we all have a stronger sport and a weaker point). By the end of my season back in May, she was passing me in the pool! Well her hard work paid off, and let me just say that despite all the training, the strongest thing about her is her positive attitude and smile! YAY YVONNE! Plus my family loved seeing a familiar face at the local hospital with all the visits we had this year!



We also had another group of marathon friends come to the Ironteam from the SGV team - Kim - another nurse with a tireless smile, Louis - our awesome photo captain; and Gordie - our inspirational and amazing Honored Teammate. I was the one honored enough to get to train with him and get to know him better, and benefit from his words and his presence!



There are so many amazing people that I've met along the way, and each one has their inspirational story, and I'm so proud of each and every one of them and can't wait to hear what crazy thing they're going to try next.

The Ironteam still has 2 events left in its season, the Louisville Ironman MDot - where my fearless mentor Carlos will be racing and grooving across the finish line, and Kona Ironman - where another inspirational beyond words honored teammate Kyle is going to rock Kona this year!

I'm also amazed and humbled by the efforts put forth by some of my teammates who fought hard at Wildflower, kept training, kicked it up a notch, and went and kicked butt at Barb's Race, earning their 70.3 badge! Congratulations Sara and Meghan! I'm in awe and still waiting for pictures!!

I'm still on my journey to 70.3, but it won't be this year. However, not one to like to sit still for long, I've jumped right into training for the FULL Nike Women's Marathon!



A group of my high school girlfriends and I decided to pay it forward at 40! So we all signed up for Team In Training and together will raise $15,000 to fight blood cancers.



As a bonus, another friend who came to visit last year when I ran the 1/2 marathon, is going to join us to run it herself this year! Honestly, I don't have to work to hard to sell this race - here's the finishline...



...and I know where they party afterwards...



Ironically, my training thus far has been sitting still for too long. I had a weekend in the end of June where I had to prove to myself that I was fully recovered from my gall bladder surgery, that I still had it in me, so after a 90 min bike ride and a 60 min run, and working a Triathlon that weekend, I realized I had a quietly nagging injury to my back. Suddenly my mind was swept back to my Gall Bladder Dr. saying "You don't have lower back issues do you? The CAT scan saw something." I said, "No, Dr., nothing more than sore muscles!"

Well I've tried the RICE - Rest, Ice, Compression and Elevation - method (if I have that wrong, THAT could be the reason why it hasn't gone away), and even a little bit of ibuprofen along the way, but it wasn't getting better. I finally have gone to a doctor this past week and am on session 2 with the chiropractor, plus athletic tape, and biofreeze - so cool it's hot! I'm planning to get back out there this weekend, run 6 miles, then build by 2 miles a week and make sure I get in all my mid-week runs to make up for lost time - aah! Hopefully runnersworld.com's computerized training program agrees with my plan.

So right now, the race for the 26.2 mile race is on! This race is so worth it though! I tell everyone I meet that this is the race I will do once a year until I can't any more! You know what though? The race is amazing, but I love the journey even more!

Saturday, May 29, 2010

FREE ways to help me fundraise!

Since I had money from the Wildflower season that I didn't finish, they're letting me roll forward the funds to the Nike event so that I'll be able to go up with the team, do the amazing event weekend activities, and have an amazing race! Check out my new fundraising page with the history of Team WTF! http://pages.teamintraining.org/los/nikesf10/sharris

I'm not quite done fundraising, and even if I were, I won't stop 'til event weekend! Now I know you've heard a lot from me about asking for money in the last few months - here are FREE, simple and easy ways to help!
Please share my blog with others that may be interested in any part of my adventure! Please don't forget to click on the ads!
So far the ads have earned me almost $10, so let's see if we can make that grow!

Please keep collecting cans, bottles, and glass for me
I'm still recycling for a cure - you CAN make a difference!

Please put a widget to my fundraising page on your Facebook profile!
Write to me if you're interested!

Nike Women's Marathon magically brings out huge fundraisers because while this is a marathon weekend in the racers' lives, the fundraising fever is contagious and the momentum snowballs as people raise more and more money on behalf of LLS to help find a cure for blood cancers. People return year after year - Legacy Runners - to fundraise on behalf of LLS and run the race! People make HUGE goals and surpass them - last year's top fundraiser raised over $100,000.

Now my goals are not quite as large, but please help me raise valuable money for The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. We are racing to save people's lives!

YOU can help be a part of a cure for cancer!

Try Tri Again!

When I first woke up, unable to sleep, the Sunday before Wildflower at 3am, I had a whirlwind of emotions going through my system.
I was EXCITED that this was the week we were going to do it - beat Nasty Grade and complete Wildflower Triathlon! I was excited that training would be done, I'd be able to return to my normal life!
I was STRESSED OUT, I hadn't even started packing and somehow I'd get it all done by Thursday- Tri Gear, Camping Gear, Kids' stuff for their trip to Dad's, oh and while working and shuttling kids to baseball games and practice.
I was IN PAIN, the reason for waking up at 3am.
I was TIRED, partially due to the hour, partially due to the tapering we were doing the week before - less exercise and I'd been sleeping a lot.
I was CURIOUS, was this pain how my body was going to respond to taper? Somehow I'd avoided a taper cold, so perhaps this pain was my body's few last words before I challenged it like I'd never been challenged before that weekend.
I was FRUSTRATED that my body waited 'til the week of to go on strike.
I was SAD, while I was over the early morning Sat. wake up calls and the crazy non-stop training schedule, I would REALLY miss my Ironteam family.
I was HAPPY SAD, every time I pictured in my head just how amazing going through the finisher's chute at Wildflower was going to be, I'd almost start crying and what I'd accomplished in the last 6 months.

So all of these emotions were flying uncontrollably through my mind as I went to Dr. after Dr. Mon. - Wed. but I also got a few more crammed in there...
I was FIERCELY OPTIMISTIC that the Dr. would figure out what was wrong, give me the magic pill and I'd recuperate and get up to Wildflower
I was FRUSTRATED feeling like a hypochondriac because I have a high tolerance for pain, especially for the pains that come with no great big black and blue bruise to show for it. I felt like I was making a bid to do over nothing AND still didn't know if I should pack or not still on Tuesday night.
I was CAUTIOUSLY REALISTIC that the more Dr.s I went to, the more days that passed without normal eating - which is crucial the week before a race - I was realizing I was just adding more challenges to an already challenging race.
I was UNDENIABLY DEFEATED once they told me that I'd better drive myself to Cedar Sinai that day to get my surgery. I had a moment in the hospital where it finally hit me, but I didn't want them thinking that I was crying over my gall bladder, since I'm usually not that wimpy, so I kept it short.

I sat incapacitated with not a whole lot to do except for track the time... Now, they're driving up to the event... Now, they're laying claim to a plot of land for their tents... Now, they're doing a test run in the lake... Now, I'd be taking off... Now, they should be finishing.

At first I wasn't horribly upset that I didn't get to do Wildflower. I did the training weekend, which is more than many people. I found that the Craftmatic Adjustable hospital bed just might be more comfortable than sleeping on the ground for several days and then doing a half-ironman. People were trying to make me feel better about the whole sad ending and it (and the Vicodin) was working.

As my body started feeling stronger, and the surge of unused adrenaline was bubbling to the surface, I started to feel anxious. I wasn't even 2 weeks out from surgery and already I was ancy to finish this. I know what it entails and what will be involved if I sign up for my next one, but if I don't, it would disappear and after the 6 months of training, I didn't want it to disappear.

You don't bring out "Oh I trained once for a half-iron" at a party unless you actually finished it. How would I feel if I didn't overcome this setback and press-on to the finish line? Still, I was already feeling the stress of training on me and the family the last 6 weeks of training, I didn't want to be completely selfish. I knew I couldn't wait til October and sign up to try to break Wildflowers back again (at least not til my kids are old enough to do it with me) because we can't endure another 6 months of training.

But the fact that baseball was ending for the kids, there was another female-only, much flatter 70.3 the same weekend and at the same race where the Ironteam will be doing their FULL and in only 12 weeks, meant that I need to just finish this and put it behind me. AND it's a benefit race to raise money to fight cancer.

SO, I've signed up for the 10th Anniversary (also I love round numbers) Barb's Race http://www.vineman.com/Barb_s_Race.htm

There was one big obstacle that I had in my way. I, along with a handful of high school friends, have signed up to do the Nike Women's Marathon. Since it's our 40th birthday year (see, more round numbers) we decided not just to do the marathon but to do it for charity so the Poway contingent of this group has signed up to do it with Team In Training. Team Titans (alias: WTF - Women, Titans, Fearless!). We were supposed to have a big fundraiser the same weekend of the race and I'm hopeful that they'll forgive me for bailing on it to do the race - it's my gall bladder's fault!

So hopefully it's a lesson learned and that I'll grow from. When you get sidetracked from your goal, try tri again!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Wildflower Send Off Video

Wildflower Send Off Video

Louis, the greatest photo captain of all time, put together this amazing video of the season and I wanted to share it with you!

If you want to do something amazing for yourself and for others, join The Team!

Saturday, May 1, 2010

WILDFLOWER EVENT WEEKEND!

Well today the Ironteam swam 1.1 miles, biked 56 miles, and ran 13.1 miles. By now at 5:30pm the last people should be across the finish line and enjoying their amazing success, a few happy tears, and their mind-boggling achievement. I haven't heard from anyone because their phones are out of range and I won't get pix and calls til they come down the mountain.

...Wait, does this mean I'm not on the mountain with them?

A little thing called life interrupted my 70.3 plans and put me on the sidelines. I fought it hard all week hoping it was just side effects from stress. Nonetheless, a cute little, and not entirely necessary, organ decided to become an issue this past Sunday less than 6 days before event day.
Can you guess what the cute little purple guy shown below is? Please be warned that the following conversation has me talking a lot of crap so if that's not your thing, you may want to stop reading here.

Sunday evening, about 3:30am with a pain in my right side right under my ribs that I couldn't get comfortable around. I tried to massage, stretch, drink water, everything, and nothing would stop the ache. Finally I took Tylenol and went back to bed.

Monday, I went to urgent care convinced that I was either constipated or had a twisted intestinal blockage. Either way, I needed it fixed, we were getting close to event weekend. They took blood tests and urine tests to rule out liver issues just because of the location. Eat as much roughage as possible and drink a lot of water and hopefully it'll pass. I was hoping it was as simple as that and then I'd be able to catch my breath again.

I ate as much veggies, All Bran, drank coffee (not just for the caffeine), and drank a ton of water. So much that I was painfully full - my whole abdomen felt like it'd been kicked - and it wasn't getting better.

Tuesday, I woke up and things must have fixed themselves or redistributed themselves and there was a dull ache but it felt like a miraculous recovery. I kept eating fiber, drinking water and that, mixed with gravity, increased my discomfort again til my 1:45pm follow up where they said, scratch that plan, clear diet only meaning water, chicken broth and jello. Blood and urine came back fine, but let's take X-rays.

Determination is basically you're full of crap and air and I'm going to send you to a specialist because if anyone will have the tools to have you cleared out by Saturday, it'll be them.

Tuesday night, I'm talking to my dad on the phone from TX who immediately diagnoses me with gall bladder issues. No, Dad, I know they already tested me for that, I'm sure it's not that. But FINE Dad, I'll ask the specialist tomorrow when I see him - promise.

Wednesday 9:00am, I went to the specialist in West LA at 9am, who had posters of colon cameras all over his walls, believe me I was keeping my fingers crossed that we wouldn't have to do that. Phew! Escaped with one dignity intact. I told him the silly story of my dad diagnosing me over the phone and we chuckled.

He gave me a prescription for 4 bottles of stuff to drink that once I drink it, within 1-2 hours I should be cleaned out and ready to go. Mentally I'm thinking - do I do this while still during business hours at work just in case it's not effective, or do it after hours and risk losing another day if it's not working?! How much work am I really going to get done if I'm running to the ladies room? Or just if I'm in the extreme discomfort I'm in?

BUT, he says, before you get those filled, let me send you for a CAT scan to rule out larger things like Polyps, or tumors, or Gall Bladder issues.

10:00am, Driving to 2nd doctor for CAT scan. They're telling me to drink two 12 oz bottles of something that will glow when they shoot something else into me to make it all visible for the scan. Lady, I have so much roughage in my body I don't know that I can fit 2 12 oz bottles of nasty drink - way nastier than our protein/carbo drinks - in my stomach.

11:00am, waiting for results. The CAT scan doctor comes out and says the specialist will call me with details.

11:30am, I'm told I should get my gall bladder removed. FATHER KNOWS BEST! I have stones, the gall bladder is infected. I should drive over to Cedar Sinai right now and admit self into ER, the doctor will arrange to get a surgeon either that night or the following morning. I scramble to get someone to pick up and keep my kids overnight, fortunately there is already a plan in place for Thurs - Sun.

OK STOP! So this is where I finally realize the Triathlon is probably out for the weekend. SERIOUSLY!?! These things probably took years pearlizing and they come out NOW?! The back of my head was still hoping that if it's just laproscopic surgery, perhaps I can still go for the camping fun of the weekend and cheer on my teammates!

12:30pm I drive over to Cedar Sinai (where all the celebs go, no I didn't see any), they check me into the ER, why am I coming in through the ER? The nurse figures out that because they don't have enough beds for the number of patients, the Doctor must have known that and sent me in through ER to make sure I'd get a bed to be IV'd with antibiotics and ready to go. I may be in the hallway with my backless gown, but good thing I'm a triathlete and my butt looks better now. OK, not that I'd want that in a million years and fortunately that didn't happen.

4:30pm I finally land in a room, they'll give me as much notice for surgery, it'll probably be the next day.

7:30am the next day, they say they'll be up in about a half hour to get me for surgery. I immediately text my family with one hand while the other hand is having my regular vital statistics gathered. As soon as I hit send, the guy is there early to take me! WOWZA!

I'm taken down to pre-op, the anesthesiologist looks like Michael Vartan without my glasses, which is a great thing.
I'm just hoping I didn't embarrass myself waking up out of anesthesia. Next thing you know I'm back in my room by 1:20pm and my sister is there to keep me company!

So obviously life had plans of its own, and I'm glad my body was in great shape to handle surgery and recovery. Not the Wildflower weekend I was hoping for, but still worth the journey.

The money I raised thanks to your support will still go to excellent use for The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society, and hey, it's not too late to give. In honor of May being Cancer Research Month, please help me get to $4,000!

Thank you all for your support! Special thank you to my friends for all their well-wishes, especially those who had other things to focus on, like their race strategy for the weekend. Special thank you to my family for all their support during training but especially during this recovery time!

This is not the last 70.3 entry, just haven't figured out the next chapter...

Monday, April 12, 2010

WILDFLOWER TRAINING WEEKEND!!


This past weekend, the team all drove 5 hours to visit Lake San Antonio in Bradley (where?!), CA to conquer the Wildflower Long Course over the space of a weekend. We faced a LOT of challenges, most more mental than physical. Not to say that the course is easy - it's not. I've heard it was one of the most "respected" (meaning difficult) courses in the country, but one person dared say it was the 2nd most difficult long course in the WORLD! Did I know this signing up? Maybe. Did I try to remain in denial? Yes. Did I have to face it head on this weekend? Definitely.

First of all, packing... Not only did I have to pack all my Triathlon gear, but did I mention that it's a camping weekend?! Fortunately my sister, Anna, and her hubby, Randy, are big into camping and I am able to shop at their house like a dream REI shop. Because I was 5 hours late getting to camp, my tentmate, Jen, had everything set up - she's a gem!

The first night, about all there was to do (besides gawk at the amazing number of stars) was get used to the lay of the land, get my Accelerade and Power Bar fuel ready for the next day, blow up the air mattress, and get into bed for the early morning breakfast call at 6:30am. Fortunately, I'd had a BUSY week with not a lot of sleep so the crazy Santa Cruz Iron Team did not keep me awake.


6:30am - Saturday - Swim/Bike Day

We woke up, surprisingly not sore from sleeping in the great outdoors. Breakfast was waiting for us because some superstars volunteered to prepare amazing hot meals for us as their fundraiser! They woke up hours earlier, cleaned up, to not attract critters, and still did the crazy workouts.

Then we packed up our tri bags to prepare for a lake swim, followed immediately by a bike ride, and headed down a long hill (that we were hoping to not have to ride up) to the shores of Lake San Antonio.

For all of you who have ever told me to take a long walk of a short pier, I did it.



The scariest part of the swim was jumping into the FREEEEEZING cold water. I won't tell you what we do to stay warm in the water, but it rhymes with SEA! Besides that, once we get moving, our bodies heat up quickly since we're in a huge rubber suit.

This lake was HUGE compared to Desert Tri so it presented a whole new set of sensations. Visually, it was clearer than Desert Tri. We could actually see people before we would hit them, saving people's feet a little bit of wear and tear at my face's expense. Here is the view under water at Lake San Antonio.
We heard noises and in my mind, I was wondering what wave machine or pool filter?! was operating under water, my friend thought a huge sea creature was coming up from the bowels of the lake. Eventually we realized that it was a boat when we felt the waves sloshed us about. I got smacked in the ear by a wave, and at one point almost felt seasick. After swimming close to a mile, as I exited the lake, I couldn't get my land legs for almost a minute. Despite the cold air, I quickly tore off the top of the wetsuit just to be free of it all.



Then, we ran back to the parking lot to prepare for our 54 mile bike ride which begins and ends with some crazy hills! I had three tops on, my Tri Top, Bike shirt and jacket - it was FREEZING!


For me, I had 2 mental blocks to overcome: 1) I'd never done 54 miles before and 2) NASTY GRADE! Nasty Grade is this 1,000 climb where you climb about 850 feet of it in the first 2.5 miles, then you go downhill for a blip, then climb the rest of the 150 feet within the next 1.5 miles. It's Nasty, and it's LATE in the race at mile 42. For me, the fact that this is a hill with a name, meant it was legendary and my nemesis.

The ride started out with a climb called Beach Hill because you have to get from the beach up to the camp level to get to the course. Fortunately it was NOT the huge one we came down in the morning, but still a large one nonetheless. During the first 12 miles of the race I was essentially shutting down. I'd eaten breakfast, I was fueling along the way, but something was making me withdraw so far into me that I felt like if I blinked my eyes for too long, that I'd fall over and sleep on the road.

I finally stopped at the aid station and needed to check in (get my head checked?!) with someone. I told the mentors that I'd been fueling, I ate right, I slept right, despite having less sleep this week - I'm used to that, I tried to take deeper breaths thinking it was that I wasn't breathing regularly enough - What was wrong with me?! They said it's either a) allergies - Wildflowers everywhere, duh; b) anxiety - Nasty Grade, duh; c) my fueling. I told them I wasn't nervous about this part of the ride though so I shouldn't be going through this. Well, I didn't want to quit at this moment, I figured I'd keep riding with my mind outside of myself somewhere until I either a) fell asleep or b) got to the hill.

Back on my bike, I thought about it and realized that while I was eating enough fuel, I hadn't been drinking enough - I was at about 1/2 what I should have consumed by then. Also, I realized that it was a large part anxiety. I pulled myself back into my head and just took the ride bit by bit until eventually I wound up at this amazing metal bridge which signals the last turn before [Cue: Booming voice with echo] Nasty Grade! It's only 2 miles out of a 54 mile ride, then I'm home free! I went for it - ready to face it.


This is a picture of fellow South Bay, Ellen, working her way UP Nasty Grade. I don't have a picture of myself doing this hill because I'm usually either too uncomfortable, stressed, or unhappy to take a good photo on the bike. About the time I hit this point of the hill, I could see the peak of the hill. I saw some guy in a yellow rain coat at the top as my beacon. My legs were burning, my lungs were burning, my arms were getting exhausted, and I kept pushing, pedal stroke after stroke. I finally hit the point where if I didn't stop, I may fall over, and while they said "Don't stop on the hill!" I clipped out on one side and stopped. Suddenly the guy turned into Picachu and started running down the hill at me. Was I hallucinating?! No, it was my saving grace, Louis!
He came down and said, don't stop for too long! I got my breath back, he held my bike, I clipped in on both sides, and he pushed me for about two strokes til I could continue from there. I made it to the top where it says: The stranger than fiction part is that this is not the end. There is a mini sequel to the hill as you squeak out the top part of the ascent and then you're home free. Being barn sour, I'm always more excited when I know I'm rounding the corner for home, but in this case, home is still 12 miles away! You know, I'm a calm person for the most part, but since I've joined the team, I've received cross-training in cursing. I named a few more hills for the race officials on the way back to camp: "WTF", "Are you F'in kidding me", "Kill me now", and so on.

Still, after 5 hours, I rode up the last hill called "It's about F'in Time" and returned to camp. I was greeted by my coaches and the awesome dude from FLUID, who made us all recovery drink cocktails (ok, not really cocktails, but just as good)! We took decent hot showers, settled into our Gnome Village (thanks to Sara on the right - whose tent was large enough for a Village -Alison her bunkmate is on the left -- Notice the gnomes on the rocks under the flag)

and ate just about everything around - oranges, chips and dip, bananas, mini turkey sandwiches, PB&J - as we waited for dinner to be cooked. It'd been 6 grueling hours since breakfast and we don't really like to eat that much before doing all that, and anything we'd consumed along the course, was burned up.

After dinner, which I didn't eat that much of by that point, we had Fireside Inspiration dished out by the coaches, our awesome Honored Hero, Gordie Lat, and from our Mentors, such as Fouf, who sang the Karate Kid Inspirational Song "You're the Best... AROUND!"


It was awesome and infectious. Today, 2 days later, I still can't get it out of my head. Here, spread the love! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Qae_TUTeGo


Another gal's husband, Daniel Craig - we wish it was THE Daniel Craig - made these awesome Rice Crispy squares to cheer us on for the weekend!



While many of the more conditioned team and returning alumni stayed up sharing weird talents and unique facts about themselves while enjoying a cold beer and s'mores, I bundled up and quietly hit the hay by 9:30pm.


9:00am - Sunday - Run Day

Sometime over night, the winds picked up and the gray clouds had become darker. The night had been less comfortable as far as sleep goes, and I was getting whiney. It's really bad when the TNT employee is the one trying to talk people out of the run "Come on, we'll just drive home really quickly and run in Malaga Cove!" I appreciate all the people who didn't say "What are you crazy? It's 5 hours away!" and just went about their morning. In any case, I realized I wasn't winning anyone over to my cause, so we ate, got dressed, but then layered our pjs, jackets, Uggs, and everything to keep us warm. One gal got in her car and turned on her heated seats. Another gal got the reading 46 degrees from her car's outside thermometer. Our ever-faithful training mascot - the rain - was threatening to crash the party.

We closed up camp, downed our ibuprofen, and got down to the lake for the start of our run. The women huddled a la March of the Penguins trying to stay warm and hidden from the wind.


We tried to figure out a way to run like that. Seriously, look at the color of the sky!


We started out on the same rolling hills from the day before on the bicycle and quickly jumped onto a path. Now I've been on paths like these before, but usually I had horsepower moving me, mainly a horse! Here all this time, I'd been worried about the bike ride when really the run is just as challenging!



I have to give it up to the TNT coaches and staff here. For both days, appearing at regular intervals along the course, we were fully supported - even when we didn't want to be. We had Sarah and Lauren from OCIE cheering us on from their vehicle with music blasting and smiles turned up full volume! Rachel and Beth from GLA cheered us on and rooted for us, fueling us from outside the barbwire fence that kept us captive, I mean... on course. Coach Noah, also from OCIE, was like that kid from Better Off Dead, and at every turn where we'd want to walk, he'd show up on his bike "Two Miles!"

We had Rich, from Fluid, riding alongside cheering us on! Our awesome GLA coaches, Coach Rad and Helmetted Coach Paul (does that speak to Rad's driving?! or is Paul always ready to ride?), were in the car more on Sunday yelling words of wisdom! And Coach Brad, (below) from GLA also had the ability to sense when we may want to slow down and he'd pop out from behind a tree - I never did see his mode of trans(tele)portation.


Needless to say, Mary and I got each other through the half-marathon. For me, after about mile 6, I was warmed up and knew we could do it. For Mary, the magic mile was mile 10.


As we rounded the corner, to the home stretch, we could hear the music, cheering, whistles, and the WIND. As it blasted us one last time, we raced for the largest Tunnel I've ever seen.


I have to point out that this is my kids' favorite part of any soccer game, getting to go through the tunnel at the end of the game, for me, it was equally as amazing!


We got blown around in the parking lot while cheering in the last few participants, and took a moment to realize what we'd just accomplished! We finished off with a huge "GO TEAM!"
and sealed the deal on an amazing Wildflower Training Weekend!




I emerged from the weekend with a few new bumps and bruises. I didn't have any major spills, just fell over YET AGAIN while standing completely motionless. I have a "V" for victory scratched into my calf - ironically where most of the Ironmen have their MDot tattoo upon completing the Ironman races. I have a new bruise on my thigh which is developing with true beautiful Polaroid color. I also developed a few new bumps on my arms - triceps!

Oh, before I end this entry, I have to pay homage to the wild animals we saw along the way.


To Bambi and her mother that tried to take out my friend Meghan, and a fellow rider, as they were following the rules of the road - shame on you!
Learn to watch for moving vehicles on 2 or 4 wheels like the coyote did. RIP to the little Garter Snake that wound up under my tire causing me to scream and wobble on my bike.




Kevin shows that some wild beasts just can't be tamed. To the Wild Turkey who flew over my head, thank you for taking my mind off of the Pit I'd just climbed out of at mile 12 of the run. To the many beautiful birds and flowers native to the area, thank you for the scenic and monumental weekend!

The back of Wildflower and Nasty Grade have been broken! In just three weeks, we'll kill it! Sorry to be so harsh, but that's about how raw and savage this weekend felt! We all emerged victorious!


Thanks Ironteam, we couldn't have come this far without you!